





Just thought I might share these bunch of photographs I took last year. Everything was taken with an analog Canon a-1. Some photographs have light leaks because I accidentally exposed the film to the sun. What a pleasant accident, right? haha Anyway, been neglecting this blog for awhile.
I’ve been following the example of Charlie from the book “The Perks of Being A Wallflower”.
I’m trying to participate in life and so far, its been… different. Totally out of my comfort zone (which consists of weekend nights alone with my laptop watching series and other funny youtube videos)
And actually, I’m still trying to figure out how to play along. Although I must admit, it’s been fun to be out and about with friends and doing spontaneous stuff!
Well, we’ll see how this plays out but in the meantime, enjoy these photographs! :)
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I can’t believe that Christmas is just 9 days away! Where did the time go?
Soon, it’s time for us to prepare for the coming year and boy, I can’t wait for 2013! I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: 2012 is not my year.
Well, it’ll soon be over. I can finally have a reason to start a new and make a new new year’s resolution which I won’t complete anyway. HAHA It’s nice to think that after 365 days (of which consists of few moments of mistakes, guilt, regrets and all bad stuff) we get to have another year, another chance. It kind of gives me the feeling that I have a clean slate again.
Perhaps I should start thinking what changes I’d like to happen in my life for next year. Better start early, right? :)
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Life is pretty much boring these days aside from the usual ever demanding academic activities that always leave me wanting to stab myself due to too much stress OR isolate myself in one corner of my room contemplating about my real purpose in this world (and also to knock myself in the head for studying something I don’t have even a spectacle of interest in.)
Seriously, I think I’m losing my mind. (or might have already lost it).
So, to remedy that, I decided to open up my doors to new possibilities. Try new things. Do more. Create something amazing. Whatever it takes to bring back life and to go back to living and not to settle in just merely existing. I hate feeling this way. :|
Incidentally, I know I have posted most of these photographs before, but I just wanted to post it in one photo diary so I can see it as a whole compilation. I guess you can say that I’m still pretty much in love with every shot. The exciting anticipation film photography gives me is still one of the best feelings in the world. If only I can store that feeling it in a film canister and take it out every time I’m down or feeling lifeless.. *sigh*
Anyway, what do you think of the photos? :)
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